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crowned_clown: (what are you saying)

[personal profile] crowned_clown 2024-07-18 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[Allen looks down at his gloved hands.]

I believe that I was right to disobey the Black Order, when I did, but I'm not sure I was right to walk away. I'm... dangerous. Maybe it would've been safer for the world if I stayed locked up.

In not giving up, I might have doomed people I love.

If I made the wrong choice and I ended up here for it... I would still believe that the only way to really move forward would still be to find some sort of belief in the future.
crowned_clown: (Default)

[personal profile] crowned_clown 2024-07-19 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Which part?

[He’s pretty sure he’s met wardens who’ve fallen into at least one of the categories.]
planetdialup: (And oh)

Action outside of Clouds room

[personal profile] planetdialup 2024-07-27 07:22 am (UTC)(link)
Clooooud.

[Knock knock knock!]

Anyone home?

[She doesn't want to sneak in, and this isn't for talk time. At all! It's fun time.]
planetdialup: (Cold)

[personal profile] planetdialup 2024-07-27 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
Oh!

[She squeaks, and hops around to see...Cloud.

Great start.]


Hey...

Nice door.

[Should have just claimed he scared her, or gotten turned into a cat...]
planetdialup: (at the chaos)

[personal profile] planetdialup 2024-07-28 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
[Deadpan, but it still made her huff in laughter.

Still, she leaned over to touch his arm.]


Do I need a reason to visit you?

[Even if she didn't visit before? It's totally normal.]
planetdialup: (pray for the children)

[personal profile] planetdialup 2024-07-28 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't come over to use your bathroom Cloud.

[She offered a gentle sigh, but her hand dropped.]

Can we talk?

[She can raid his closet and talk at the same time.]
planetdialup: (this longing)

[personal profile] planetdialup 2024-07-28 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
You mean other then us not talking about what we need to talk about?

Or me absolutely hurting you and needing to apologize?

No, not really.
planetdialup: (done to)

[personal profile] planetdialup 2024-07-28 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
Yes I have.

[It really wasn't a conversation meant for the hallway. So she goes in without a fuss, glancing around. One part a reminder of the past; another of a future she didn't share. Could not share. Not in the way they both would have wanted- her alive.

Lightly, her fingers touch one of the walls, before turning back to him.]


I haven't tried to get to know you, like I said I would. I've pretended that what I said? What I did? Didn't happen. I've been taking advantage of...you just letting me do what I want.

And I keep pretending that I'm not dead.
planetdialup: (of us)

[personal profile] planetdialup 2024-07-29 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[She knew. Knew that everything that Cloud was, was not entirely his own. That he had been breaking down, the despair hurting him, hurting her as she watched him break into pieces, there in the chapel.

And the reason...she closed her eyes, briefly, before looking up at him with those bright green eyes, up into those mako blue.]


It's selfish really.

[Her voice was quiet. Subdued. Unlike Aerith who was always so bright, so cheerful. But she's at least admitting to what she has done.]

I couldn't stand seeing you in pain. And it was...easier, to act as if nothing was wrong. I was running away, you know? And I was happy.

That you were here. But...Vincent reminded me time has passed. Things have changed, and the world moved on.

...I kissed you because....I wanted to kiss you.
planetdialup: (of us)

[personal profile] planetdialup 2024-07-29 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's latched onto that. The kiss. And, she supposes...it does make sense.

She tries to think and she can't think of a good answer.

Slowly, Aerith shakes her head.]


Because I care about you. I like you Cloud.

But...I don't think I should kiss you again until I get to know you better.
planetdialup: (inside)

[personal profile] planetdialup 2024-07-29 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[She bit her lip. She had been trying to make it just about the two of them- not about her and Zack.

Her face flushed, but she nodded.]


Yes. I love Zack.

[And she had feelings for Cloud too but...it was different. Zack was the sun, and Cloud was the earth. But...time had passed.

And Cloud deserved someone who loved one person completely, not love and care for two.]
planetdialup: (don't forsake me)

[personal profile] planetdialup 2024-07-31 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
[He's making it sound so logical, and really...it hurts. Him, and her. She can feel her fist go over her heart and her distress raising.]

Cloud...

[She starts. Stops. Takes in a deep breath.]

I don't need to know that right now.

I love you as a friend. If I lived, maybe it would have been different.

[Her hand dropped. But she never looked away from his face.]

I'm not even a person to you anymore, am I? So... don't tell me.

Not until you're ready.
planetdialup: (take what the water)

[personal profile] planetdialup 2024-07-31 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
Don't.

[Her mouth trembles once, showing the emotion she was holding back. She did this. She did this to him, and her. But he had already come up with reasons why he wasn't good enough for her, didn't he?

Or that she wasn't good enough, couldn't love him couldn't try to bring him close and kiss him because...what? Because she was dead? Because he was alive?

Because she was nothing more then a painful memory?

The stammering was answer enough.

She moved to walk past him, her gaze finally sliding away from his face.]


Just...don't.

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