[They absolutely can do this now, it's just that Cloud sucks at dirty talk and feels super self-conscious...
But now Squall's touching himself or something and those sounds he's making are pretty damn good incentive to give this a shot. So Cloud shifts to lie down on his back and get comfortable.]
Um...yeah.
[What else is he supposed to say...? Without really thinking about it, he slips a little back into the mental space of that cool, stoic ex-SOLDIER. It's where most of his confidence lives.]
Bet you wouldn't mind taking me from behind, huh?
[...okay, so that might also have him still thinking about his time with Rufus. Don't blame him, Squall's the one who tried to get him to talk about it!]
[Honestly squall is just as bad at dirty talk. You really think he has any experience in this cloud??]
I think you'd like that more than I would. You like being forced into positions a little, don't you?
[It's something he's noticed recently about Cloud, he seems to like being a bit manhandled and while Squall isn't used to doing that he can pretend if it means he might hear Cloud moan on the other line. He does start to touch himself more to this, picturing Cloud's sweet blushed face that's he's seen only on a rare occasion. He loves the way his freckles seem more prominent when he has a nice pink to his cheeks.]
Would you like that Cloud? Would you like to have me press you up against a wall?
[Man...look, Cloud knows he shouldn't feel weird talking about this stuff to his own boyfriend, but that's just it - he usually doesn't talk about this stuff much at all. With Zack, yeah, sometimes, but that's different. Zack was his first, taught him a lot. Has already seen Cloud make a fool of himself in bed multiple times.
But Squall? Squall thinks he's the best thing since sliced bread. Cloud's still not sure why, but he doesn't want to change Squall's mind. And yeah, he knows it's stupid to feel embarrassed about things he's already done with Squall, but he does anyway. His face does heat up to that rosy shade Squall's probably imagining right now. It'd be one thing if any of the manhandling was actually forced and he liked the feeling of being truly pinned - which he does, with Sephiroth primarily, and occasionally the other SOLDIERs. But with Squall and Rufus and others, it's not force; it's the illusion of force. There's no way Squall could actually stop him from moving with his strength alone. So when Cloud lets him do it anyway, it will be because he's willingly pretending to be weaker than he is, and he feels extremely weird about that.
Still...weirdness and embarrassment aren't the only things he feels. He thinks he's starting to see why phone sex is a thing. He slips a hand into his pants and takes himself in hand, stroking idly for now.]
Mm. Y-yeah.
[He closes his eyes and lets himself imagine it. The scent of Squall so close behind him, the brush of that chestnut mane against his bare neck and shoulders when he leans forward to trap Cloud there and speak into his ear. Damn.]
Wanna...feel your hard-on up against my back. Your hand in my hair. Do that...ice thing, breathing cold on my neck.
[He really shouldn't laugh, Cloud's probably going to get annoyed but hearing him use 'hard-on' is too adorable and Squall can't help the chuckle leaving him in that moment.]
Cloud we've slept together a few times now. You can say dick...or..cock I guess. Whatever's easier...unless you're uncomfortable saying it.
[Cloud does paint a nice picture and despite his own erection he's ignoring it to instead play with his own chest, rubbing his nipples until they are perky.]
I love the way you fit against me. The way your ass is just so perfect to press my dick into. I want to tug you closer, feel your skin against my lips.
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Date: 2023-01-30 10:40 pm (UTC)But now Squall's touching himself or something and those sounds he's making are pretty damn good incentive to give this a shot. So Cloud shifts to lie down on his back and get comfortable.]
Um...yeah.
[What else is he supposed to say...? Without really thinking about it, he slips a little back into the mental space of that cool, stoic ex-SOLDIER. It's where most of his confidence lives.]
Bet you wouldn't mind taking me from behind, huh?
[...okay, so that might also have him still thinking about his time with Rufus. Don't blame him, Squall's the one who tried to get him to talk about it!]
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Date: 2023-02-11 05:56 pm (UTC)I think you'd like that more than I would. You like being forced into positions a little, don't you?
[It's something he's noticed recently about Cloud, he seems to like being a bit manhandled and while Squall isn't used to doing that he can pretend if it means he might hear Cloud moan on the other line. He does start to touch himself more to this, picturing Cloud's sweet blushed face that's he's seen only on a rare occasion. He loves the way his freckles seem more prominent when he has a nice pink to his cheeks.]
Would you like that Cloud? Would you like to have me press you up against a wall?
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Date: 2023-02-12 04:44 am (UTC)[Man...look, Cloud knows he shouldn't feel weird talking about this stuff to his own boyfriend, but that's just it - he usually doesn't talk about this stuff much at all. With Zack, yeah, sometimes, but that's different. Zack was his first, taught him a lot. Has already seen Cloud make a fool of himself in bed multiple times.
But Squall? Squall thinks he's the best thing since sliced bread. Cloud's still not sure why, but he doesn't want to change Squall's mind. And yeah, he knows it's stupid to feel embarrassed about things he's already done with Squall, but he does anyway. His face does heat up to that rosy shade Squall's probably imagining right now. It'd be one thing if any of the manhandling was actually forced and he liked the feeling of being truly pinned - which he does, with Sephiroth primarily, and occasionally the other SOLDIERs. But with Squall and Rufus and others, it's not force; it's the illusion of force. There's no way Squall could actually stop him from moving with his strength alone. So when Cloud lets him do it anyway, it will be because he's willingly pretending to be weaker than he is, and he feels extremely weird about that.
Still...weirdness and embarrassment aren't the only things he feels. He thinks he's starting to see why phone sex is a thing. He slips a hand into his pants and takes himself in hand, stroking idly for now.]
Mm. Y-yeah.
[He closes his eyes and lets himself imagine it. The scent of Squall so close behind him, the brush of that chestnut mane against his bare neck and shoulders when he leans forward to trap Cloud there and speak into his ear. Damn.]
Wanna...feel your hard-on up against my back. Your hand in my hair. Do that...ice thing, breathing cold on my neck.
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Date: 2023-02-15 04:02 pm (UTC)Cloud we've slept together a few times now. You can say dick...or..cock I guess. Whatever's easier...unless you're uncomfortable saying it.
[Cloud does paint a nice picture and despite his own erection he's ignoring it to instead play with his own chest, rubbing his nipples until they are perky.]
I love the way you fit against me. The way your ass is just so perfect to press my dick into. I want to tug you closer, feel your skin against my lips.